Addicted to Change

ChangeI know this is going to sound stupidly obvious to anyone who as ever read my blog or talked to me at all about my boredom, but this is totally new to me.

1999: I start university
2001: I move out of my parents’ house
2002: I enter into my current long-term relationship
2003: I graduate university
2004-2007: I hold a few jobs and move a few times. . .

See what I’m getting at here? After years of upheaval and change, I’ve had 3 years of basically normal life. I’m clearly not ready for normal life.

Even when I was growing up living with my parents, there were constant changes that redefined our lives (moving, having kids, having step kids move in with us, businesses, careers, etc). Most of what I was doing with my life has been geared towards avoiding these upheavals.
Seems I’ve got two choices, change everything (which is my usual inclination) or admit that this is actually what I want – which is true.

I’m going to hold off deciding. But at least I know what I’m about now (even if all of you already did.)

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